lost & frozen
there it is in black and white - toner fused to paper for me to see, insisting i believe. the bearer needing me to believe. the recipient not wanting to believe.
i'm called misguided. obviously not thinking straight. temporary insanity. i'm lost in my empty neediness, a narcissistic need for intense flattery. there are statistics to prove it. i'm doomed.
lost
a whisper caresses
tickles the ear
revitalizes senses
spin around
wanting to grab
to grasp the kind soul
see nothing
nothing to grab
it was just...
longing
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frozen
swallowed by darkness.
no struggling, no last gasps.
eyes wide shut.
anticipating. awaiting.
a decision.
an answer.
acknowledging.
stalling.
the choice to be made.
made alone.
forever,
alone.
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Posted by ac at January 7, 2004 07:07 PM