February 15, 2004In A Hearbeatthe daymare haunts me as if I'm watching the past from the future, each time a little different. sometimes with details and clarity that make me shiver as I snap to, each one forgotten. other times, with a haziness that lingers for hours, leaving me to fumble through the darkness in search of something -- a something that I still don't know. I awoke this morning and recall the following...
Molly lays there still in her hospital bed. The florescent lights glowing
above, unable to add any hope to the inhabitants of this room. A heart rate
monitor's continuous beeps echo throughout thickening the air almost to the
point of being suffocating. She lays there still, her chest rising and falling,
trying to stay in a rhythm with her heartbeats. A large man, her father,
stands next to the bed, towering over all the carefully placed monitors as
if standing guard, protecting the daughter he cherishes. He looks uneasy
knowing there is little he can actually do other than be there. Huddled next
to him with her face pressed against his chest is mother. Eyes red from
crying, arms firmly wrapped around her husband, squeezing tightly during
each deviation in the tones that continue to echo through the room.
To whom it may concern:Before I could read the rest, I heard the nurse begin to yell, but it was interupted by a click. And it was over. I was no longer hovering anywhere, just floating in total darkness. Muffled voices echoed momentarily and eventually faded to silence.
Posted by ac at February 15, 2004 06:20 PM
Comments
The click...a gun? I had a "hovering" type of dream once (althou I was half awake) it ended shortly before the man was hit by a truck. Happened over and over again thru the day. Posted by: Natalie at February 15, 2004 11:56 PMthat click at the end is what worries me. to be honest it sounds suicidal Posted by: Enigma at February 18, 2004 05:53 PM |