September 03, 2003

Love Anonymous

Ya know. There is AA if you hit the booze, DA if you are stuck on drugs, and even SA if you are addicted to sex -- dontcha think there should be an LA. Well, an LA that isn't a city in southern California filled with all the other single letter followed by an A types. eh?

Hi. My name is AC and I've been in love.

Hi AC

It has been about 14 hours since I told her that I loved her.

Hang in there man. You can do it.

I'm on the wagon now. Do they call it a wagon because it's so damn uncomfortable? Love train would have sounded better and more comfortable, but I guess that's not the point. Anyway, I'm sitting on the edge of this wagon and despite voices in my head screaming otherwise, it is probably for the best. I'm sure I'll fall off from time to time. Who am i fooling? I'll probably jump off a couple of times.

I'm not bitter. I wish her only the best. If there is such a thing as fate or destiny, then what has happened was supposed to and if it was meant to be, it still will. What is clear is that it wasn't meant to be today. Who knows, maybe it's never, maybe it's tomorrow or somewhere in between.

Lastly, as i move forward, backwards, and sideways, if you are anticipating me naming names and otherwise filling you in on all the juicy details -- forgetaboutit.

Posted by ac at September 3, 2003 10:10 AM

Comments

so........ what's her name?

Posted by: little bear at September 4, 2003 04:30 PM