September 10, 2003

But it does

i've tried very hard to be good, to do good. one would think things couldn't get worse, but it does. i've stepped back from my best friend and love of my life.

with a cyndi lauper tune now running through my head, one would think it doesn't get worse, but it does. some rather personal writing was discovered and dropped on my desk this morning. enotalone.com. well, i guess not.

the skeletons in my closet parade out one by one leaving said closet nearly empty, one would think it doesn't get worse, but it does. you find that your daughter is now cutting.

Sadness does not inhere in things; it does not reach us from the world and through mere contemplation of the world. It is a product of our own thought. We create it out of whole cloth.
-- Emile Durkheim

Posted by ac at September 10, 2003 10:44 PM

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