Under The Wire - Delusions
i told myself when dear x came back on-line that i'd do one every month. that wouldn't be so tough would it? well, sometimes the easiest of sounding things are more difficult that we could have imagined. this month we could choose between three words -- delusions, desire, and rage.
Dear X,
In my youth, i planned to live like the fire in the sun, but lately i've found that I can't see through the cloud that surrounds me. Rather than continuing on with flowery prose that could never capture my true thoughts, allow me to share a little verse instead.
Delusions By Pain
Painted pictures are not like the way that you think
By having the answers in my eyes in my mind in my soul
I'm losing control the sky keeps falling on me
Exposing the life that you breath
Reflecting the truth to delusions and dreams
Feeling lighter is about like the heavenly seed
Why is this happening to me
never trusted by my inner feeling it's
better to be dead than to be alive
Sincerely,
AC
Posted by ac at September 30, 2004 11:50 AM